Post by account_disabled on Dec 12, 2017 22:14:25 GMT -5
Hii...
I'm so much happier out of the LC and have no intention of ever returning, I sometimes get these irrational fears that somehow I'm spiritually completely screwed now, having gotten off the 'ark' that they were building. Like I've shot myself in the foot and now I'm destined for outer darkness - or is it just cult indoctrination, trying to shake off scare tactics that worked so well to keep me in the group for so long?
So I stop to consider. If they really were what they said they were, if they were today's ark etc, then there should be some testimony. A lampstand is supposed to have light on it. If they really are becoming God in life and nature, then they should, on average, be better people than others who are not God in life and nature.
But I don't see that. I see a lot of people refraining from doing fun things (that they consider 'worldly') but anyone can do that, that's just self-discipline. I see people who are really zealous and passionate about their faith and that's nice, but I know passionate Muslims, doesn't mean anything.
Thanks..!
I didn't find the right solution from the Internet.
References:-
localchurchdiscussions.com/vBulletin/showthread.php?s=53823aa49cd23c1665de80e2b0c82324&t=5937
Device Explainer Video
I'm so much happier out of the LC and have no intention of ever returning, I sometimes get these irrational fears that somehow I'm spiritually completely screwed now, having gotten off the 'ark' that they were building. Like I've shot myself in the foot and now I'm destined for outer darkness - or is it just cult indoctrination, trying to shake off scare tactics that worked so well to keep me in the group for so long?
So I stop to consider. If they really were what they said they were, if they were today's ark etc, then there should be some testimony. A lampstand is supposed to have light on it. If they really are becoming God in life and nature, then they should, on average, be better people than others who are not God in life and nature.
But I don't see that. I see a lot of people refraining from doing fun things (that they consider 'worldly') but anyone can do that, that's just self-discipline. I see people who are really zealous and passionate about their faith and that's nice, but I know passionate Muslims, doesn't mean anything.
Thanks..!
I didn't find the right solution from the Internet.
References:-
localchurchdiscussions.com/vBulletin/showthread.php?s=53823aa49cd23c1665de80e2b0c82324&t=5937
Device Explainer Video